This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Do you ever wonder "whose IP address was that?"well if u do here u go. This site will tell u where and who is checking up/stalking you.
IP Finder
Today is Easter Sunday and I plan on getting beyond wrecked tonite ... One of my fave dj's from the UK is in town and this is something I just cant miss... Drum and bass has gone really far since I first started listening to it in the mid 90's. It has become technoise, but I am still a huge fan.. There is no other music that fills my body with such soul.. Well that and classical piano.. I love the new 'Liquid Funk' aspect of the music... I cant wait to line the bar with shots tonite and then dance till I drop... Zinc don't let me down bro...
I met some cool dudes last night name Beej and Marc. I was chillin at marks apt. Last night. He was a really down2 earth guy, he reminded me much of my friend matt.... I guess it is because they spent a fair amount of time together... I wish I had drank more JD last night... It would have made me numb to the pain. I love the way people write when they are all fucked on coke... It makes sense but there mind is absolutely everywhere... It seems like every random thought that they have is quickly jotted down in a sketchy free hand writing style that is almost next to impossible to read... The letter did get the point across to me.. But I don't know what to do about/with it.
once again my back is to the ropes... Why cant things just be a bit more interesting...
"how can I care so much about someone when they don't even care about themselves."
I think about this every day, and it is a serious argument.
it is like she is working backwards.. Almost against my efforts to make things better. If that is the way u want thing to be ? Just let me know and I will stop trying... fuck coke fuck coke fuck coke. fuck Ottawa fuck Ottawa fuck Ottawa.
Ottawa Song
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