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Friday, April 09, 2004

I think I am going to become a born again Christian... They all are so withdrawn with what is really happening around them, ignorance is truly bliss. I guess all cult like religions provide the same sense of ignorance.
I need to get the fuck outta dodge. I am starting to feel to confined in this bubble of a town. There is never much to do, and always too much to smoke. It is like a never ending cycle of nothing...I must find a way to break this cycle.. I have tried moving somewhere far away hoping to escape the cold grasp of home... But this town is so deep in my blood I returned after only a few months....I wish I was ignorant to my surroundings. But can I really find happiness in God? Or Jebus? I don't think so. All I want is a simple life( minus Nicole Richie. Paris can stay.) on a farm or something like that. Grow all the food and pot I need everything would be so much easier. I used to live on a farm, I loved it. I seriously would give any thing to still be living there. Everything was much more innocent. I wonder sometimes if I had stayed there how I would have turned out. I would be a tanned little farm boy hick riding my lawn tractor to the variety store for a pack of smokes and some beef jerky...That's it I m moving to a farm. Happy Easter everyone.

killed softly at 4/09/2004 01:11:00 PM
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