This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations
Thursday, April 08, 2004
looking for his next lay
still hasnt found her yet
my shrine to masta
for todays post.. i am going to post some shit i wrote a few months ago from my other site... enjoy junkies
Drum and bass head posted at 12:44am 11 Feb 2004
So as I sit here inside of element night club ans the drum and bass pounds through my body, the only thought that races through my mind is her, and the weird things she says. I brush her off as she calls me a feeling hurter.. I really don't unserstand her, she makes me feel 18 again, giddy fun ready for ne thing that comes my way, excpt for her, god how I would love to know what she really thinks of me and what I do.....I have only know her for a month and with the stress she causes it feels like I have known her for years .... She gets up to dance in front of me, some sort of ploy to grab my attention while I type this document unknown to her. I can see her eyes wander to my screen to take a curious peak.....little does she know most of my thoughts invole her. When will I learn that women are like rubix cubes , the more u play with them the more frustrated U get.... tonytheallnightpony
Yawn posted at 06:18pm 10 Feb 2004
So last nite was entertaing. Got nicely smashed with a few good friends, we all sat around playing megatouch(u know that game that most bars have, no it isn't some freak game us oakville people play), eating hot wings, and drinking martini's(how classy). As the night progressed I could sence that a bit of tention had built up between 2 of my friends who r both tryong to gain my affection. In this situation I never know what to do; I don't want to be mean to either of them, and I can't be rude by trying to have both of them. So now I was inbetween a rock and a hard place. As I prepared to leave both of them at the bar to avoid a confrontation, i realized that she means 2 much to me to walk away. untill somethin interesting happens...byebye tonytheallnightpony
Re: Another morning in a secluded wasteland posted at 07:01pm 09 Feb 2004
So today I planned to do something usefull.(notice the use of the word 'planned') "today I am going too look for a job, or at least find a place that I can volunteer at, to help pass the boring hours I spend in this useless bubble of a town" I told myself as I awoke from my slumber. But par ussual after waking up and having my morning cig, I signed on2 msn msngr, within seconds I already had many offers for a quick smoke and breakfast. and ofcourse because of this I got absolutely nothing done today. As I am typing this lil rant that I call my day I am breaking up my next bowl, I swear this stuff is an neverending cycle that seems impossible to break. Well screw it time for another hit. Have a good one I will have a few beers for u
tonytheallnightpony
This weekend was so boring it is unreal. This oakville life is killin, I really need to get away somewhere warm. Cancun is callin my name maybe I will go there sometime soon. The winter season always affects my mood. Sometimes I feel like I was ment to be born in antigua, I guess the stork made a pitstop in canada to pick up some top quality bud or something. I am going to buy the camera for this piece of poo fido phone today I really hope it is worth the 80 bucks it costs. As I am traveling to go get some breakfast, all I can think about is her and the way she deserves much better then what I can offer 2 her. Am I really that worthless? " love the one you are with" I can't reall remember who told me that but I thin "love the one you are (stuck) with suits me better. Untill later tonythallnightpony
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