This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations

Thursday, June 17, 2004

Its raining so hard today.. it woke me out of my deep sleep.. i was dreaming, a good dream, but i woke up so quickly that i cant even remember what happened. i know it was good though.
my knee always hurts when it rains, i wish i had never hurt my knee...
when i did it 2 summers ago, i was stuck with a brace that went from my ankle to my groin, i had to wear it all summer, and was one crutches the whole time damn summer. Went to the beach a few times and got sun stroke because i couldn't even drag myself into the shade, if u didn't know already, walking on crutches in sand is nearly impossible.
i want to buy a scanner, i have so many photos that are so worthy of this site.
i am praying (yes praying Amy, and Jules) that nothing goes wrong to me before i goto Panama.
the trip is non-refundable, and i know with my luck that something will happen that will drastically change the outcome of this trip.
so i am going to hermitize myself for 2 weeks until i live.
my mom is going to Antigua the same day that i leave, meaning my bro Joe has the whole house to himself for the first time.
i want my mom to come and see me in Panama while she is in West Indies.
call me a mommas boy, but when i am away from her, i miss her dearly.
we may fight all the time, and argue and yell. but all of that stems from some sort of strange love that we have for eachother. i get along with her the best outta everyone in my family.
she fought for me when they tried to lock me up, she paid my over due cell phone bills when i was dead broke. she gave me food and money when i was starving to death in london.
i have never met anyone as special as her. and im really glad that she is my mom.
(insert dramatic tear drop here)

killed softly at 6/17/2004 10:26:00 AM

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