This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations
Friday, June 11, 2004
Well last night was a total gong show. Passed out cold. Drunk. And fully clothed.
the last thing i remember is watching south park.
i drank a lot of te-kill-ya and far to much draft beer.
ate this food. That was insanely big it was like a dinosaur bone. All my friends enjoyed the feast. i was gonna puke cause i m not a big fan of red meat on a bone.
so chemo had a blast last night.
"as of right now my throat does not exist anymore bring on the booze"
Chemo
a got to party with all the people i used to hang out with everyday in highschool. Its fucked how much things change in just a couple years, people working white collar, graduating from university.
it almost makes me sad, sad for myself. i should be in their positions. i should be a lawyer, or an engineer; i should be raking in legitimate income. i know if i went to university i would get all fucked and wasted all the time, spend all my money, never study. And probably have a mean case of some std.
well not the std thing, im far to innocent for that.
I'm on a mission to make money and find some pot.
a mission that i hope is successful
my Friday nights as of late have been sucking ass.
i am going to finally get my cell phone repaired. It has been down for over a month now.
i am such a lazy pothead stoner, is it really that hard to goto the mall and demand a new cellie? No. But when u add weed its like a whole next thing.
i dont have any big plans for tonight and i am dissapointed in myself. tomorow will be fun haus. i have never been but it seems like tomorow is the night to go, since the bad man Dilinja is there. One of my top 3 fave djs. he better rock my socks tomorow.

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