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Thursday, August 19, 2004

As of one hour ago I have decided to quit smoking. So for the next 2 weeks or so I am going to be a bitter bitch. I am afraid of what I might become, because I am so addicted to nicotine.
I might have to handcuff myself to my bed like a heroin addict, so I have no way of even seeing those death sticks for the next week or so.
I have never really seriously tried to quit. I have talked about it forever, and I have decided that its time for Less talk More quitting smoking.
IM going to get a crate of tooth picks to chew on, and tones of lollys to suck on(fire at will). I also wont get that nicotine gum, or the fucking patch, cause, seriously, so u quit smoking, you still are dependent on nicotine. Why do I spend money, on something that is going to kill me in the long run? That costs me more then $5000/annum? I say fuck that shit. Everyone should quit. All smoking does is cost our health care system so much money.
Its going to be really hard for me to do concidering everyone i know smokes, all my friends, my moms. Everyone.
i really want one right now. really bad.


killed softly at 8/19/2004 05:23:00 PM
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