This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004



Everything in my life is so fucking bitter sweet as of late.
drama seems to be comming at me from every angle possible.
im starting to feel pain in places that i didnt even know exist.
The nightmares are getting worse and worse. I wake up in the most foul moods ever.
Everynight for the past 2 weeks i have been plauged by them, they are different everynight, different people. different situations.
I try to ignore them, and i try to control them while i am sleeping, but i cant do it. I just wake up and smoke like 10 cigs b4 i can even open my eyes.
I wish i knew what was etched on my soul, engraved in my mind, that would give me constant nightmares.

killed softly at 8/18/2004 10:18:00 AM
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