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Wednesday, September 08, 2004



I have not been this happy in a while, I almost forgot what happiness was.
Even the shitty rain weather we are having here in southern Ontario cant get me down.
Its like I am on cloud 10 maybe even 11.
All thoughts of the past have left my head, from now on its only thoughts of the future. I cant wait too move to BC. To live on the west coast relaxing with all the beautiful people out there. Everything just seems to have done a 180 for me. All is going in the right direction, all poison outta my head, and my heart.
No drugs and no alcohol has made me much happier then I could have ever imagined. I feel sorry for all you slaves out there, especially the alcoholics. Pot heads are cool. I cant wait to start school on Monday. All my fears have been erased. Labor day weekend opened up so many doors for me. I am getting a job. I have so many offers right now I don't know which one to take, maybe I will take a few.
I could dance in the street right now I am so fucking happy.
This is probably the first time I have ever posted a non-depressing writing on this site. Its all thanks to the new women in my life, she has motivated me like no-one ever has before. She knows just what to say to make me get off my lazy ass and do something with my life. I owe her 120000000 thank you's for opening my eyes, to what I am capable of doing.
I am a strong minded, beautiful person. Not to be walked all over, I have finally realized this now. Fucking right I am happy.
"it all falls down"

killed softly at 9/08/2004 03:05:00 PM
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