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Monday, September 27, 2004



so today, I have to shoot my first project. It has to be a portrait, which I hate. I did some practice yesterday. Working on my focal lengths and aperture settings.
I hope the weather stays crisp, and the sun stays out.
It's my birthday tomorrow. I turn 22. Ugnn I am getting so old. I don't have anything special planned as of yet. I just hope I get through another year. I have some sort of mono esque sickness right now. My throat is sore, IM constantly tired and my head is pounding.

"if you believe in love at first site, you never stop looking"

I watched the movie the forgotten last night, I really wish I didn't waste the money on it. Another stupid alien movie, with a crappy beginning, middle and end. I want to go and see 'Garden state'. I think that will be my birthday gift to myself. I know that I wont do anything special tomorrow. I will probably end up spending my birthday alone in my room, watching south park and studying for my test I have one wednesday.
The months lately have been passing like water through a sieve. So fucking fast the days go by in a blur of shutter speeds and aperture. God I am getting so old. I have to start buckling down if I ever plan on getting outta this city, province, COUNTRY.
Soon as I am better I am going to start running again, 5km a day(2.5M). Running is really good self therapy, you have a lot of time to think, but you don't think too deeply as your mind is clouded with thoughts about running, "look out for that dog shit", "remember to look both ways before crossing" ect. ect.
I just found my tripods, they were here the whole time. Yeah me.. im going to take some tylenol and finish off this roll of film
have a good one all.



killed softly at 9/27/2004 09:51:00 AM
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