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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

LA FEMME MELIKA IS WHITE HOT


Photo By David White

Its just one of those days, where you feel like you are getting sick. But really its all just in your head. One of those days when all you want is a familiar face to smile in your general direction, just so you know your existence is known. A day when thoughts of Radiohead run through your brain.
I ran into this dude that I knew as a young teenager; at my friend becca's house on the weekend.
When I was younger I dated this girl, this amazing girl we did everything together. She was so beautiful and perfect I enjoyed her company more than anything. I was 15 at the time young dumb and in love(or so I thought)
It was around new years 97-98 when we first met rob. He showed an immediate interest in my girlfriend, and he was so many things that I was not: good looking, gainfully employed, older. God how I loathe(d) him. I could tell that she was interested in him too. I was counting the days till I got my heart broken. Back when I was 15 I was a square, I had never been laid, or even seen a pussy for that matter. So about a month later she dumped me, I knew it was for the other guy, even though she denied it. Not only did I lose my love to another guy, I also lost my best friend. I was so hurt and depressed over it, I stopped going to school just so I didn't have to face her. I turned to severely hard drugs, and didn't even look at another girl for 6 months. The only time I ever went out was to goto a rave.
So I run into rob on the weekend. Talk about uncomfortable. Meh, hes a loser.

Point to this story: Life goes on.

killed softly at 10/05/2004 07:26:00 PM
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