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Tuesday, November 09, 2004



This getting dark at 5pm. Thing is really fucking with me.
I feel like it is midnight and it is only 5 pm. This really throws off my whole internal clock.
I am drawn to my bed at like 8pm.
Why do they find it necessary to make it dark so early.
It really messes with me, the sun gives me energy, and the opposite of depression.
With out the sun, I am a slug.
a really sad slug.
The beastie boys were fucking amazing last night. The instrumentals they played were breathtaking. I was in a trance when they went into the second instrumental song.
I want a girl to climb into my bedroom window to share cigs, and maybe a laugh or two with me. That would be cool.
My mission today is to make a friend, hopefully a girl, a hot girl. That I can seduce by offering Sicilian kisses, and endless sex. That would be great.
I am confused when a girl says she wants to spend time with me, I guess the selfconfidence is at an all time low lately.
who need confidence anyway.


killed softly at 11/09/2004 11:15:00 AM
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