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Thursday, December 09, 2004



So I talked to my doctor yesterday the convo went loosely like this:
"hello medicine man"
"hello Angelo"
"so gimme some good news, how do the results from the MRI look?"
"I have news. But I dont know how much of it you will consider good?"

He then went on to explain to me, that I have a lot of bone fragments in my knee, as well as a torn ACL. I have been walking on this for about 2 years, make that 2.5 years.
All the doctors I have seen have said nothing is wrong and I will be fine. I feel so relieved to know that something is actually wrong. I was beginning to think I was feeling phantom pain; that it was my imagination that made it so I can barely walk, jump, or run.
He has set up an appointment with the leading Knee surgeon in Canada.
Surgeon, that means that I will be getting a new knee soon. I have injured this one beyond repair because of the malpractice of others. Fuck i am going to be a cripple for the rest of my life.



In other news, i got a new nipple ring yesterday, i was bored of the old big ugly ring. Now i have a cute, petite barbel. I have been working out lately, so i am getting bigger. I can feel it. It feels good to work out, to find your limits, and push yourself past them. I love my hair the way it is right now. Its not to long or too short. It seems to be just perfect(i always shutter when i say something is perfect, in fear of god ruining it for me).



I love golden vannila from TCBY, but i am lactose. I always hype it up while eating it, and curse it when i am finished. Damn you frozen yogurt. Even though you are fat free.
DAMN YOU.
that is all.

killed softly at 12/09/2004 11:01:00 AM
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