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Tuesday, January 04, 2005


So tomorrow morning/this morning, I have my appointment with my knee specialist. This is something I have been waiting for, for a really long time. I watched one of my favorite movies this afternoon. Its called "after hours" I have mentioned it on my blog in the past, sometime in July I believe. Not to beat a dead horse but that movie is really, really great. I totally relate to the main character, his sketchy night reminds me of many of the nights I have had wondering the streets, buying chips and barhopping, just wanting to get home.
This past week I have been totally and completely out of control. I wanted to start the new year on a good foot, but I am lacking in the 'good foot' department as of late.



I really hope I don't have to battle with insomnia tonight like I did last night. I really want to be fresh for this appointment tomorrow. Today I was a mess, I couldn't even raise the energy to shower(yeah im a dirt ball, so sue me).
"The Jerk" is on TV right now, and it is keeping my far to entertained to ever sleep. It makes me laugh so hard how one dude can be such an idiot. But then I think of my friends and most of them are way bigger idiots then Steve martin in "the jerk". Staying up all night sucks sometimes, I hate watching info-mercials into the early morning. I swear I could sell any of those products cause I know just about every detail about all of them.

"what's that you say?? 2 knives in one?"


I have this scratch like thing on my eye lid, and I don't really know how it got there since I have no finger nails. But it really hurts when I rub my eyes out of frustration, which I do on a like a 2 minute basis. Im going to have to start writing at night again, this is mos def when my brain is working at its absolute best during the day. Things seem to flow in a direct stream from my brain directly to my finger tips.

I cant write like this with a pen and paper, I need a keyboard as my outlet. Some people are probably saying: "WTF, do you mean you cant write on paper? Are you some sort of retard"

No I am not a retard, I am just a computer, blog junky. I cant seem to write anything worth reading unless I am writing it for this site, and even then it is barely worth wasting time reading.

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killed softly at 1/04/2005 02:10:00 AM
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