This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations

Thursday, March 24, 2005

"come and hear angel trumpets, and devil trombones.....you are invited"

Ive been sitting here in my boxers, banging my head off my monitor trying to jump start my brain into remember what i had to write about today. My right leg is slowly getting "pins and needles" and i am far to lazy to move it, so the blood flow can start again. Sometimes i feel that i write better at night then i do during the day. There was a point on this blog when i would only post after midnight. My brain just seems to work better then, more articulate, and less inhabition. I have finally lost what i had come to believe was writers block. For the past few weeks i have been posting few and far between. Its not that i had nothing to say, rather i just didnt know how to say it. I wonder how many people out there reading this think i am retarded.

Yesterday, i showed my friend Chris' girlfriend my blog, and she said it was funny, ok i am exagerating, she called it entertaining. I have become really selfconcious about this site. I am starting to realize that a lot more people then i thought read it. I think that is the subconcious reason why i have not been writing as much lately. I was getting very parinoid as to who was reading this site, when i found a link to myself on Beth's site who was a girl i went to highschool with. Small strange world. None the less, go and visit her site cause she is seriously way more funny then me.
I try to be as entertaining as possible on this site, for you. My peers, my readers, my friends.

This site was started for my by one of my ex-girlfriends who i owe huge for doing so. For the past year, this site has been an outlet for all my innermost feelings and a place to display the dumbass un artistic pictures i take. Thanks.
Ps. i borrowed some bandwidth.

killed softly at 3/24/2005 10:46:00 AM

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