This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations

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Monday, April 18, 2005


On Saturday it was my bright idea to check out J Majic, and SUV at systems soundbar
(that would be me, pictured behind the girl on the right, and my boy Austin pictured behind the girl on the left). We arrived a bit early, and it seemed like it was going to be dead all night. Then SUV started laying down some serious sounds that made the place jump. By 1:30 am the place was so rammed it was hard to dance. Right when I was getting into the groove of things, my friends decided it was time to leave. The DJ I came to see took the stage as I walked out the door. I am still cursing myself for not staying alone to watch his set.



Sometimes I feel like soldier, like my brain is almost programmed to do things. I wake up. Shit, shower, shave then my brain kicks in. I run around all day, doing nothing and something all at the same time. I do so much and so little happens, that I have a really hard time remembering what I did at all during the day. Its all most like my body is carjacked, and I am in the backseat along for the ride. Like I am watching a made for TV movie about me. I bet you don't know too many people that take the backseat in their own lives.

killed softly at 4/18/2005 09:44:00 AM
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