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Friday, May 06, 2005



My friends came in today from a late night bender. They all woke me up when they came in. Now they are all snoring around me, and I totally cant get back to sleep.
How weak is that?
I am really thirsty. This apartment is really nice, and really expensive. But the air is so f'n dry its killin me.
Its a beautiful day out. I want to go and dance in alleys, and on rooftops. I can feel summer in the air.
I think I went to every bar in the city last night. Its nights like these that make me regret lending my camera to my father. The sun looks like it will be in full effect this afternoon. Causing copious amounts of booze to be guzzled on patios everywhere.
So I wanted to get back to basics. Normal things. Fun things. I want to fall in to my old habits. I see it. I want it. im gonna do it. I know I am. The question is . Just how long till it happens?
You know what they say. Old habits.... Are awesome.
speaking of which I really need a sig. Not a signal
but a sigarette. Yeah that's right I spell it with a 's'
I like it better that way.
what do you care any way. Your mind still reads it and interpreted it as the same word.
cigarette, sigarette. See douchebag, I told yah.
strange how automatically assuming our minds our. We see something familiar and just assume that it is the same.
I wonder what it would be like if we could use 50% of our brains, as opposed to 12%.

killed softly at 5/06/2005 10:53:00 AM
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