This Is The Most Public of My Many Humiliations
Sunday, October 25, 2009
BERLIN CALLINGSo Paul Kalkbrenner's movie BERLIN CALLING.
This movie kicks ass.
Kalkbrenner plays a drug addicted schizophrenic techno DJ/Producer. Himself being a large DJ/ Producer in Berlin leaves one asking how much this is acting and how much is true pain. His acting coupled with an amazing soundtrack (produced by Kalkbrenner) made me want to book the next flight back to berlin.
i cant really write for shit anymore.
I guess you should just check out the movie for yourself.
Halloween is coming again fast and hard.
I have no cell phone and it sucks.
here is a picture.
killed softly at 10/25/2009 02:17:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
gah.
its been 2 years and the mood here still has not changed.
I keep this blog open in hopes that i will begin to use it again.
and i guess that day has come.
Im still living in Montreal(After a 4 month stint in calgary for a crime i did not commit). Things here are interesting as always.
here is a more recent photo of me for those who wish to stalk
a lot has happened in the last 2 years. I've had my heart broken and have broken a few hearts.
I wonder if anyone still reads this ?
killed softly at 10/21/2009 12:42:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Just tell me what you've got to say to me
I've been waiting for so long to hear the truth
It comes as no surprise at all you see
So cut the crap and tell me that we're through
Now I know your heart, I know your mind
You don't even know you're bein' unkind
So much for all your highbrow Marxist ways
Just use me up and then you walk away
Boy, you can't play me that way
Well I guess what you say is true
I could never be the right kind of girl for you
CHORUS:
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
I could never be your woman
When I saw my best friend yesterday
She said she never liked you from the start
Well me, I wish that I could claim the same
But you always knew you held my heart
And you're such a charming, handsome man
Now I think I finally understand
Is it in your genes? I don't know
But I'll soon find out, that's for sure
Why did you play me this way
Well I guess what you say is true
I could never be the right kind of girl for you
(CHORUS)
Well I guess what they say is true
I could never spend my life with a man like you
(CHORUS)
killed softly at 9/19/2007 08:33:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
x-cited about dan deacon tomorrow night. Girl Talk should be decent as well.I can hardly contain myself.
as well boys noize is spinning at parking.One word.BlackOutThursdays.
Loft problems are giving me headaches and making me depressed.
I just want things to be simple.
I have two days.weeks.
to set wheels in motion.
Montreal is starting to lose its charm.
Dont get me wrong i love living here.
but times are tough.
rough times are.
killed softly at 9/12/2007 11:30:00 PM
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Friday, September 07, 2007
where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the carpet
sinking feeling
spin me round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads - heavy
hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first
oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life
hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (oh, you won't catch me around here)
blood and tears (hearts)
they were here first
Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that its all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whacha say?
Mmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
Mmmm whacha say?
Mmmm what did she say?
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit
(hide and seek)
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
(hide and seek)
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a (you don't care a) bit
(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit
(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
killed softly at 9/07/2007 09:12:00 PM
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Monday, September 03, 2007
Labour day weekend.
My first full weekend back in Montreal has turned out to be an eventful one.
Thursday evening was a blast from my past. I played a fool. did stupid shit and had fun. I blacked out somewhere around 11pm. Drank till i puked. Lost my camera. My credit and a good friend.
Friday i became better friends with a couch, tv and toilette combo then any man has ever. Drinking till you pass out = waking up and puking till you pass out.
Saturday night was amazing.
went to SAT. caught the last few songs in FOREIGN ISLANDS set. They were fun upbeat, though the sound quality was shit, i still throughly enjoyed it.
Shir Khan busted some top 40 electro/techno remix set. I was quite happy. Since i was sober it helped me dance.
MSTRKRFT as usual started there set amazingly with great tracks and great mixes. But as the hours past, the chugging of JD from the bottle started catching up with them.
Today i goto see Tommie Sunshine @ piknic electronik woot
killed softly at 9/03/2007 11:25:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I feel like writing will help me.
But when one can not express freely
how much can it help?
killed softly at 8/28/2007 10:36:00 AM
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
Long awaited Euro Pics.
this sucks.
takes too long to up.
ill figure it out.
soon
other then that,
montreal is alright, seems to have less flavor after experiencing the berlin night life
last night i was a trained for pain.
i ended up wastedddd at 5-6 am in some loft, at an underwater themed after party.
I have a new love for 8-bit sound.
love
check some out sometime.
killed softly at 8/26/2007 06:37:00 PM
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
i guess you can say this vacation is a sucess.im broke
alone
and
drunk!
back to montreal tomorow night!
woot
be expecting like 10000000 pictures
anddddddddddd
i got thisssss
killed softly at 8/23/2007 09:55:00 AM
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
post 685vienna sucks.
i just saw my friend off to the airport.
it was sad.
but this is life. full of ups and downs.
i am heading to italy today to see my family
the train ride from berlin to vienna was the worst. we were on no sleep and comming down from the party the night before.
it was hot and sweaty, and every time you fell a sleep a person would come wake u up and look at your passport.
talk about lame.
i also had to pay 25 euro because the train travelled through prauge. FT
im bored,
time to go cause trouble.
much love.
killed softly at 8/19/2007 07:32:00 AM
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